Miss Kitty; Smitten Kitten.

It’s getting closer and closer to when we’re supposed to be moving out, and it’s quite nerve wracking that we still don’t know where we’re going to be staying yet.

I wish I knew already so I could figure out where I’m going to be staying.

If my family gets a 3 bedroom house, I’m most likely going to be moving back to Vegas.

Now with that one the table, I have no problem moving back to Vegas. I would kind of like it actually.

No, my main concern is that if I am moving back to Vegas, I need to know if my time needs to be spent with my friends before I’m gone.

Even though it’s all uncertain yet, I’m pretty sure I’m going back to Vegas unless something turns up.

I surely will miss California though. My friends, our amazing nature spots to smoke at, the weather, and of course, the weed. It’s so much fresher up here.

But, with moving back to Vegas I can get some time to myself. I get to do homeschooling while I’m down there, so that’s even better.

Anyways, I guess whatever happens I flow with it. Everything happens for a reason.

I haven’t written on here for awhile, thanks to no internet at home in Cali.

But now i’m in Vegas for the next 3 weeks.

It’s gonna be lovely to relax at home and blaze all day then go out at night :)

My life has ironicly improved this past week.

I’ve continued my streak of getting work done
Felt fairly either dgafish or classy this week
Laughed a lot more than usual
Wrote legit poetry on accident
And over all been happier 10 fold :)

The ironic part of this all is that while this goes on, I continue to ignore my douchey boyfriend, and having the notion to break up with him has somehow reversed my bad karma streak.

There was always a part of me unsure of if I was doing the right thing, but after long hours of thinking, I’ve decided it what’s best for me. :)

So hello soon to be single life, I fucking missed you.

On another note, Friday is going to be fucking legit!
Shrooming for the first time with my best friends! ^_^

And Vegas ALLLL next week :]
Life is good!

Please give me the strength to get over this mountainous speed bump in my live.
Give me the strength to come out with my head high and dignity intensified.
Give those who are my allies the strength to continue helping me throughout this turmoil.
Give my enemies and foes the strength to let go and forgive me for my mistakes.

And please… help things get better…

I don’t know what to do anymore. :(

Sincercely,
Drained, confused, sad & lonely kitten.
:/

You are FUCKING STUPID and immature!

I may have called you a cunt, but remember this:

I did it over myspace.
You are a grown women, let it go
You stole my pipe and my weed after going through my shit

Don’t expect me to let that go, or give you respect.

I may have called you a cunt, but I did NOT force you to punch a fucking whole through the wall.

YOU brought this upon yourself. All you had to do was let it go.
But no, you had to damage the wall. Now you’re kicked out, my phone taken away, and im terrified of going home.

So fuck you and you’re immaturity.

I like the fact that I spend every weekend with my boy.
We always have an adventure and create new memories.

Even when we aren’t doing much, I’ve realized how much in love I am with this boy.
This morning he held me and told me not kiss him and hug back, but to lay there and let him hug me.
At first it seems like why would you say that, but after 10 seconds I felt like I had sunken into him, and we laid there for 15 minutes in silence with only the sound of our breathing.

That’s pretty amazing I must say. :)

We continuously try to playfully one-up each other. I always win though! :D
It was cute how jealous he got when I found a glass pipe in the meadows too ^-^

I look forward to my weekend so dearly. It helps the week progress quicker it seems. Already 2 months has past and we’ve been through so much. It’s insane.

I can’t wait for Thursday when I get to see him for Alice in Wonderland! We’re thizzing together while watching the midnight premiere! We might have to play babysitter for some friends who wanna drop acid and goooms.
“What time is it?” ADVENTURE TIME! :3

Thankyou Tim Burton :p

Well its offf to bed! Tooodles

My weeed was fucking laced and I started to trip real bad D:

Now my body hurts and im still tripping a little.

Gahhhh. My back is sore :(

This weekend. Was not worth it, but was.(?)

Got to see my boyy, my rave parents, and was blazed the whole time.

Downsides are that my phone was stolen, which leads me to a new philosophy that not every one with weed is a friend indeed.

And getting stranded far from home, then having to walk 4 miles, is not very fun.

But it could’ve been worse.

I hope I can still trust in the theory that good things happen to good people.(:

For the first time, I can’t sleep, cus I can’t stop thinking about my boy.
D:

I misss him a lot right now.

I can’t wait for Friday to seee him.

I wish I could sleeep x[

“I’ll travel every mile, just to see your pretty smile, just to hold you for a while, we’ll create something.”

^^